The week leading up to the surgery, I wanted to be as prepared as possible knowing that I wouldn't be able to walk very much, if at all, for some time. I compare it to the feeling you get when you know you're going to be away traveling for awhile. You want to make sure the house is clean and your shelves are stocked with everything you might need; food, toilet paper, tooth paste, etc. I was told to be at the hospital at 6 am, Wednesday morning. They called me up to fill out some basic paperwork, give me my wrist band, etc. About 5 minutes after that I was called back to begin the prep. First they had me pee in a cup (pregnancy test), then I changed into my paper bloomer shorts and hospital gown while I waited comfortably on a bed watching the morning news shows. Nurse after nurse came by asking my name, the correct spelling, DOB, which foot is getting operated on, etc. One sweet nurse came by to start my IV - wow, had no idea how painful this would be -- after three attempts, she finally got it in. My boyfriend came back to wait with me and keep my mind off of what was about to happen. Finally, the doctor comes, initials my wrist-band, initials my foot and 5 minutes later, I'm whisked off to the OR. They took my glasses off by this point, so I'm walking into a blur of sorts, but I can make out that it's a large room, big lights overhead, 3-4 people in there setting up with what seemed like a lot of tools. I'm asked to lie down on the table and I literally lie down, the anesthesiologist tells me she is going to do something and within 30 seconds I'm out. Don't remember anything after that point until I wake up about 2 hours later.

How the sesamoidectomy came to be

I've always been fairly active, cheerleader in high school, a dancer in grade school and a gym rat from age 17 to present (just had my 39th birthday). About 8 years ago, I started to notice something on the ball of my right foot whenever I worked out. It wasn't painful; it felt more like a slight bulge or bruise and was just something I felt like I wanted to avoid. Over the years I had consulted with 2 podiatrists and a perdothist, each of whom prescribed custom made orthotics and each of whom told me why the last pair I had was no good. I was told I had plantar fasticiis (probably true) and then sesamoiditis for which another pair of orthotics was made. Finally in 2009, it was recommended that I visit Dr. Thomas Novella, a DPM in NYC. I was told he looks at the whole scenario - foot, lifestyle, in considering how to best treat each patient. I was curious to hear what he would recommend for me and hopeful for a successful outcome. After hearing my history and taking x-ray's, Dr. Novella suggested we get an MRI for more clarity. The MRI showed that one of my sesamoid bones had died - avascular necrosis or AVN of the lateral sesamoid. He explained that the bone no longer received blood, that the supply had been cut off. The treatment of choice for this is surgery and I was referred to Dr. William Hamilton. I saw Dr. Hamilton shortly after and he said we have good news and bad news. I held off - I certainly didn't want surgery, I didn't want any down time and the doctor didn't take my insurance. Surely, I thought, there has to be another way. Fast forward 2 & 1/2 years later and after getting two more opinions, I decided to go for it - have the lateral sesamoid bone removed. Two days ago, May 2nd, I had a sesamoidectomy at Hospital for Special Surgery with Dr. Jonathan Deland.

So, I went and had a sesamoidectomy.

If you're reading this blog, you've probably spent hours researching sesamoidectomies or sesamoid removal contemplating whether or not it's the right decision for you. I've experienced sesamoid pain for close to 8 years. Two and a half years ago I had an MRI and was diagnosed with Avascular Necrosis (AVN) of the lateral sesamoid in my right foot and it was recommended that I have the bone removed. No one wants to rush into surgery, much less for a procedure such as this with relatively little information available post-operation. I would scour the internet looking for success stories or some vote of confidence to help sway my decision. Instead, I mostly found the horror stories of complications and/or incomplete blogs... So, I'm throwing my hat into the blogosphere to document my recovery both short-term and long, in the hope of helping others decide if a sesamoidectomy is the right decision for them.